Yesterday, I called and scheduled another appointment with Dr. Bob. Even though, at this point, I've kind of let go of hope, Kyle is still holding on. He wants me to take him with me to the appointment so that he can talk with the doctor. It's really important to Kyle, so I'll humor him. Though I really don't think Bob is going to do anything more than he already has. Maybe when we can finally get to see some better doctors, my hope will come back. But for now, they've kind of disapated. And please don't give me the whole, "don't lost hope, blah blah blah" lines. It's been three years. I have every right to feel the way I do.
Today is just a very angry, bitter day. Towards everything, not just trying to get pregnant. Hopefully it's gone by tomorrow.
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